I know people say… “You’re 22, you’re young, you’ve still got your life ahead of you. Don’t stress over the fact that you feel like you don’t know what you’re doing!”
But I feel like I’ve already fucked up before anything has begun. College isn’t the ‘all or nothing’ for everybody, but my brain is wired to think it is.
Not graduating would be a nightmare.
Being kicked out would be enough to send me over the edge and spiral out of control.
I’m scared for myself and what I could inflict on my own body, mind and soul.
At some point persevering at this becomes stupidity, akin to repeatedly running into an immovable wall.
I think I’m more than halfway to stupidity by now.
Unknown (via perfect)
This is so beautiful .